What if all this struggle isn’t because it’s hard; maybe finding out the why I don’t ‘like’ the work I still do. It’s time to get honest with myself if I’m going to find the truth in what it all means for me… am I just suppose to be floating away on life on a raft boat that sits at the docks of the cannabis fields? Or is it because I know I’m truly destined for more. I mean we all really want more but do we really want ~ more ~ or just better? Better at life challenges, — but why better why are we always taught to be better – why isn’t what we are is ENOUGH? Who we are, what we became despite our hurdles in life?